Hello amigos! I haven’t written for a long time and yeah I apologise for that but hey, I don’t think that people would read my blog anymore. I wonder why don’t people read blogs anymore? Well, ain’t nobody got time for that shit especially when it comes to you-no-famous blogger, so why do you think I should read your shits? Simple meh.
I don’t want to emphasize the intro section cuz I believe it’s a waste of time, energy, internet data, brainstorming etc. So let’s go straight to the point which is *read the title above*. But first of all, how I wish my lappy had predicted text cuz I’m too lazy to type even for few sentences. For those who think that I always respond to your texts in seconds, I would like to take this moment of silent to appreciate the truth of using predicted text on my phone. For instant, I tap one alphabet on my keypad, then numerous of words appear above the keypad column, so yeahh massive shout out to whoever innovated this thing cuz anything could be done in seconds, said all the lazy-ass juan/juana.
Okay based on the title above, I strongly agree that personality tend to change as an individual ages either gone bad or good for no reason. This change-thingy happened to me couple months ago, first I had no idea what I’ve been through. All I know was I hate being myself and dayumm I feel so shame for myself back then. Maybe I drowned in a delusional of hypocrisy life cuz I just want to please everyone around me and so they might think that I’m somewhat awesome and important and to them.
I have been living like a crybaby, dumb-princess, childish, over-excitement kid, overacted in everything and etc for years. Frankly, it’s hard to pretend to be what you’re not and I thought they would accept me but I was totally wrong cuz they treated me like shit. There was no option but to get used to it cuz I’m afraid of losing friends. Friends? Seriously? After years of bullshits blah blah blah faking blah blah blah and then I heard small voices in my head, they talked to me and insisted me to stop fooling myself.
Therefore, I pledge allegiance to myself and that I’d rather lose friends than lose myself. Plus, this little juana dgaf of what people are thinking about her now. Genuinely, I’m glad that they stepped out from my life. So from now on, I’m not playing role. I’m being myself, whatever the hell that is.
Watch out for this Tsundere!
