Diary:

I hate V'day


I'm absolutely want to know who is going to be my partner for Valentine's day. Huh?-Hurm- Are you kidding me Yaya? I thought you still stand with your statement? *I hate V'day, am I right? (sniff), Yup you're right! I really really hate V'day! The reason I HATE V'day is because I still have no boyfriend and it does not mean no one love or like me (highlight). Maybe I'm very picky and fussy when it comes to boyfriend thingy or maybe no one knows how to love me because of my intensity LOL. So, that's what I get when I always rejected people, blah! But actually I still don't know what does love mean till now, pathetic..


BUT WAIT!

I just want you guys to  keep on reading the story below ;)

I've been single for about, erm.. (can't remember). I'm so tired of love because I still don't believe in love and love story. I met a lot of men/womanizer and I dated some of them but I find that most of them are total asshole or unlike anyone who I want to spend my life with.

Then, one day in 200? (still can't remember) a friend of mine introduced me with a guy which I described him as ''wow'' , you know what does it mean, don't you? Being clueless about him, so I started to talk with him.

me : hey, what's your name? (even though I know his name)
him : I told you already right? -he smiled-
me : ouh, I mean what's your real name. I mean your full name -sniff-
(try my best to cover the mistake)
him : ouh, sorry. I'm @#$%^&*
me : ouh, what a very very nice name.
him : -smile-
me : -smile-
him : -smile-
me : smile-
him : your eyes are large and they are beautiful.
me : -smile-

then

a friend of mine : what are you guys doing?
us : nothing!

After all, we became speechless,

then (a few hours later), a friend of mine said that her mom needed her at that time, so that's mean she must go back home.
WHAT? ouh, mannnnnn!
And yeahh I should go back home too ;( (tumpang2)

About two days later,

my cellphone vibrated, not because of earthquake but actually I don't really like ringtone so that's why I set it into vibrate.

OMG! he sent an instant message to me. I melted for a while, then I replied to him (sorry can't tell you guys). After all, *texting all day long. (blushing)
One day in summer, (summer? yes, Malaysia always summer) he called (phone) me and I'm just like Oh my Gosh, Oh my Gosh, Oh my Gosh, what should I do? So, I pick up my phone and...

him : hello.
me : w'salam.
him : did I said salam?
me : ouh, my prediction said you might be or will give salam. (blushing)
him : ouh, salam.
me : w'salam.
him : So, how's your boyfriend?
me : we're having such a best moment every day (OMG, did I said that *so stupid)
him : ouh, you're not available, hmm (*speechless).
me : no, I mean yes. yes, def-def-definitely (*stutter).
him : okay, so how's your day?
me : great and ordinary, how about you?
him : I was about to say great, I think I'm okay but  now I felt empty.
me : ouh, really? (*guilty)

Then, I can't remember ANYTHING because my memories were too bad when it comes to recall  something.

Til these days, no messages or phone call from him because I've changed my phone number LOL. So, our story like, hmmm LIKE that? *pissed off. Porque? I'm begging, please don't take him away from me! (wait for a second) he is not dead? -gimmick- I wish I could find such a perfect prince charming as him. Kudasai!

So, how is your love/crush story?

By the way, to all the Muslim out there

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT MAULIDUR RASUL



Note : I still hate Valentine's day, thank you ;)